Alright...okay. I can't seem to keep my hands on any amount of money for more than a second. Dental work has been killing me! Since I switched to a cheaper insurance, I've paid about 40 to 50 % more out of pocket than before. Overall though, I think it's about even when I compare it.

I saw V.R. the other week -- avoided him again. I don't think he's interested in my car anymore anyway. GOOD:)

I had this insane bout of "I need to clean my room" this morning. If it hadn't been for me having to go to work, I still would be cleaning. There's just points when I stop and stare and realize that my room is junky, dirty, and disgusting to move around in. I'm trying to be more domesticated. I'm just so lazy. That's always been my problem. It's time to change though. Get rid of things I don't need and stop buying things I don't need. Just be content. That's all I want to do.

Hair: it's been simply unmanageable. I'm trying to learn how to use a flat iron as a serious hair tool and helper. I've been watching video tutorials and reading magazines, whatever I can do to learn the tricks of the trade. I think I've gotten better with practice.

Work: I'm pissed off every minute they hold me hostage there. Nothing else to say.

Weight: fluctuating horribly. Dieting on and off.

Self-esteem: rock bottom.

The end.......................