cant shake this funk today.

i cant really pin point a trigger for why i feel so...so.....empty, for lack of a better word, today.

probably a combo of the weather and george. its cold, rainy, and i hate...no, LOATHE, my body and what it does ever since i started going through premature ovarian failure. it just makes everything all wrong. my feelings, my thoughts....stupid. damn. hormones....or lack thereof, is more like it.

sorry. debbie downer today. gonna go play some mindless apps on my kindle fire to occupy my otherwise sad thoughts.

tomorrow will be a new and better day. it just HAS to be.