My dad is the one guy I really care about.
The only one that I will cry in public about.
He is the only one that I will say, "I love you." and not have any doubt what so ever.
My dad is the only person that I would never ditch out on, unless I had to.
So when I see him laying on the couch in pain.
I panick,
I hope he is okay.
He is just one of the people I want to look at when I walk down and grab my diploma.
I don't know what I would do without my dad.

I woke up went to the bathroom and got my clothes and saw him laying on the couch saying "ow it hurts"
I asked him if he was okay,
his chest hurts again and he can't move.
All I can do is watch him be in pain,
I actually can't even watch it.
I just went to my room and started crying.
Its the only thing I can do now.
Going back down to see if he is okay though.
I just want to make sure everything is fine.
I don't even want to go to school.
I just want to stay by my dad,
and make sure he is doing okay.
That he is fine.
Just to make sure that he is going to be around when I go home from school.

I hate being so worried,
but like I said,
he will probably be the only guy in my life that I will worry this much for,
nobody else matters,
except maybe my brothers.
Those are the guys in my life I can openly cry in front of or over.

I just hope he is okay.