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by asylum...
( 18, Female from Minnesota )

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Differences
01-29-12 01:05 AM

There are many differences between people,

What I don't understand though is when you have a friend who doesn't understand how you feel about them. I told her a lot of stuff I didn't tell other people, I mean a lot of stuff. She is pregnant and it just really makes me mad when she does this stuff to me. I mean I deal with all her bull and then I freak out on her one time and she is done with me. This makes me question, was she really as good of a friend as I thought she was? Or was she using me because she could take advantage of me (not in any way sexual, more like money or food etc...) and because I was vunerable when we met. I never really understood her, or how she acted, or why she acted the way she did. Then again, I really don't understand myself. I actuallly don't understand a lot of things, especially why this worries me so much. I just keep thinking, how could 2 people with completely different families and thought processes even become such close friends? Well, if we were close friends. I really never knew if we were really. I guess its something that I will figure out later in life, when I have a better understanding of everything. At a time where I can step back without freaking out at what I see when I do that. When I can say that I have these people that I am with becuase they complete me as a person, no matter what our differences are... I mean I always thought it was about the personalities, and who cliqued or got along, and a little bit of the whole, "I like this, and so does so and so..." However, not too much of it. Because in the end what really matters when 2 people are friends?


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