It's 12:14 in the early time of the morning,
I made it past v-day **whew**
BUT, I did technically get a kiss...
kinda weird.
Oh well,

Just a one more day and then it will be Thursday and then it will be Friday and then it will be concert time and and yeah

My ex Dustin texted me today...
I didn't want to talk to him because I knew what he was going to ask me or talk about.
"Will you ever give me a second chance" or "No girl likes me"
He is an open book.
Yep.


I'm going through a thing of only thinking about Lance,
not that I have told anybody yet.
But that's all I have been thinking about for 2 days now,
I kinda wish we never dated because now I just feel like its going to be awkward...
Or that we had sex...
Should have never done it but,
too late I guess...
Most of my friends at school think I'm a virgin too.

I get spouts of ADD sometimes and its kind of funny and kind of not,
and I don't realize it half the time either.
Ehhh,
my head hurts from thinking about everything.

Oh parents got my card so I can finish filling out my Application to Florida,
Gotta apply at colleges tomorrow night.
Well tonight,
Wednesday!
If that's spelled right,
I've been spelling days of the week since 2nd grade and I can't spell hump day,
pathetic.



I am in the middle of looking for other scholorships I can apply for, but I'm afraid that they have all been taken...
Well the ones I want are specific so they probably aren't taken but ummm yeah....


Off to bed now,
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